Tired of Breast Cancer

A few weeks ago I had a dream that my Oncologist told me that he was tired of breast cancer and was becoming a Veterinarian.  I woke up chuckling and pondered “what did that dream mean?”

Well, it wasn’t too hard to figure it out – “I am tired of breast cancer.”  “IT” is all I have done for almost 5 years!  It took over my life, it became my life, and it still is my life.  I want to rid my life of it, but guess what, I can’t!

I’m stuck with all of it – myself, my mom, and my sister – all with breast cancer within 3 years and as you well know, it never goes away because there is always some medical appointment lurking.  Then there is writing my blog about what else – breast cancer. And then starting my online store http://www.hellocourage.com and the majority of my customers have breast cancer.

So what do you do when you are tired of something in your home?  I usually move the furniture first because that doesn’t cost any money!  Often, that makes me feel better and settles down those feelings of discontent.

What do you do when you are tired of your clothing?  Change it up, wear different combinations, buy a few new items?

If you are tired of your car but don’t have the money to buy a new one, you might get it washed inside and out, spray a new scent inside, and buy new car mats!

But I’m not quite sure what to do about being tired of breast cancer, are you?