Breast Cancer is a Crazy, Lonely Roller Coaster Ride  – BEST VIDEO describing breast cancer journey…

As I begin to see light at the end of this very long tunnel – 10 more chemo treatments to go, all kinds of things flash through my mind.  One thing I remember so vividly is my driving to the University of Michigan Hospital back on November 5, 2011 for my MRI.  I wanted to go alone as I needed time to myself to think about everything that was coming at me.  The bone scan showed several hot spots and Oncologist was concerned cancer had spread to my brain, spine and leg.  On the drive up, all I could do was picture myself on the Top Thrill Dragster, the fastest roller coaster in the world at Cedar Point Amusement Park in Sandusky, Ohio.  I don’t do roller coasters, but I knew I was on one and wouldn’t be able to get off.  The roller coaster images have stayed with me on my journey.

Today, my acquaintaince turned friend, Kathy, who has Inflammatory Breast Cancer and was diagnosed 2 months before I was, sent me this video done by a breast cancer survivor, entitled “The Wildest Ride on Earth.”  I sobbed as I watched it.  Our life circumstances are different, but the emotions, isolation, feelings, and being trapped on that roller coaster say it all.  The images, the music, the fighting for your life, looking like death, feeling like death, and then starting to come back to life, and the tremendous fear you might have to do it all again.  It all resonates with me.

It is so moving and describes my journey and every other woman’s journey who is battling breast cancer. Please watch it!


      • Just found your site again and wanted to tell you that I found another lump round my op site. Turned out to be nothing, woohoo!!!, but it was bloody scary till that prognosis!! I seem to live every day scared that I am going to find something that makes me bald, ill, wanting to just give it all up. My skin has gone so bad since the chemo that I have to clean my clothes in plain water. I hate it and never feel clean. I have to wash in plain water, it is horrible. Though my nails have gone really hard!! I hope it doesn’t last.

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